August 2011
“One day something changed. It was almost overnight. A wall went up. A synapse sparked and triggered the end.
Something inside broke and the blood stopped pumping through her veins. In that haunting instance she became absolutely heartless. The woman I loved, the mother of my daughter, my past, and what I always thought would be my future. A wall went up, and I battered against it for...
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i'm learning
the universe is open to you if you are ready to be open to it. ask and you shall receive.
LOOKING BACK
by Champion Looking back, wish I could say we left the past behind But you, you pushed me away Dropping matches on the bridges that didn’t need to burn And I wish it didn’t end this way Left with regret and the pain of words unsaid I never saw it coming and I never saw the truth I know I played a role in how things fell apart But years have past and I can see it clearly No matter...
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every move is the same
purgatory grind i’m stuck in this time where letters and old memories become as meaningless as modern advertisements or week-old newspapers she has no capacity for them it seems she got away and here i’m stuck in the in-between feeling my own thoughts thick sludge in my brain it’s all just dried blood and clots logic fighting feelings two tigers tearing each other making my chest...
SPRIALS
(by Carpathian) I doubt there’s a better place for anyone, we’re vampires feeding on distrust, It’s time we grow the fuck up and learn to love, I know I said, we’re all so dead, but I’m not ready for death yet So quick to point the finger, before looking inside Yet all young lovers know why nightmares plague they’re minds We know true love, is just a curse, in a...
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Everything I say is obvious I’m nothing good I’m death to us
i hope my plane goes down in the atlantic
maybe the only recollection we shared was your sleep addiction while i was blissfully routined. resided in golden pages that lived longer lives than we have spent combined. all the while, as the illusory sense of security helped me find something above us both your smoke and mirror insecurity was grasping at your neck and drilling its way inside of your head. yanked on your nerves unhinged any...
drink to this
self destruction count down erase and dissolve my mind wont let the flowers grow and if they did i would have given them away most likely in vain thank emptiness for inopportunity nothing is nurtured by open arms empty
it's not my fault
It’s just that I have this problem Where I want to be everywhere I’m not
high on hate
We are not your leaders We are not your friends We are thieves and cheaters We live at the end We don’t want your loyalty We reject your trust We ignore your sympathy We do what we must Don’t you want to die Don’t you want to die If you see us coming, step aside We are hellbound and high (nachtmystium lyrics)
“I see men assassinated around me every day. I walk through rooms of the dead,...”
– Charles Bukowski (via light-essence)
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please let me fill your lungs
if this is the honest outcome that all the lies brought us to i’m honestly finding it to be a little unbelievable also but knowing what i know i don’t want to know you anymore unless this is all largely skewed i’m asking myself how you sleep at night and how you spend your days what runs behind those dried up eyes. do i really hope your depression gets the best of you or that...
Xerxes - I can feel you standing there
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“Well, while I’m here I’ll do the work-
and what’s the work?
to ease the pain...”
– Allen Ginsberg, Memory Gardens (via alloutattack) so awesome, he wrote this after Jack Kerouac’s funeral. I always loved this stanza.
apart
spent one week on far away soil talking to your ghost and fighting nightmares full of your scourge and apathy i cant see past these nights for now waiting for something to make me see that you are dead your heart wont believe all the things i keep telling you you keep yourself hidden no use in replies when all of this died so long ago
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